The start!!

This is not the first time I am blogging...just one of the first times... somehow all those times when i started blogging i never kept up with it... and it ended up being pointless... maybe.. here, now it could be different...at this point in my life iam starting to see a things a lot differently..its like all this while u've been looking through normal vision and all of a sudden its turned into multiple vision, with a lot of things crowding into my head. i am at a loss as to what to do with my life. there are options, but iam at a loss as to which i should pick. Iam going home this weekend. to take some time of the college. see mom and dad..and of course my bro...see if i can see where i am headed.. god i sound so depressing.. believe me when i say iam not a generally depressed guy... there are some people who are like tht..an aura of desolation swirls around them.. i have taken this new interest towards photography.. it fascinates me.. capturing moments, defying time..creating memories that'll last..i'll post a few here.. check out http://www.flickr.com/photos/firequill/ ... have an account there...nothin great just amateur work. the question is whether i should take the CAT exam?..to be frank i am a lazy guy.. and i know that it'll be my undoing... i need to change.. but how?.. the exam is in 3 months and iam to put in 4 hrs a day... no iam not a nerd... but thts what it takes to get into one of the IIMs... its tougher than getting into harvard..so says an article i read a while ago....